מה דעתכם על הפואמה שכתבתי? (באנגלית)

Stuck in the cycle of
Asking strangers
"who i am?"
When i don't even give a Damm
About their answer

I keep asking myself
"Why the f**k do i keep on asking
Knowing that I don't fu*king listen?"

I wonder if is it
that i am afraid from the failure
Or am I just scared to understand and accept
Now ,then and again
That it isn't as
complicated as I
make it to be in my head ...


Keep repeating on the same mistakes
When i know what is the actual fu*king correct answer is .
Why the hell i keep running away from myself??
I know i can run
Anywhere
But not from my own self
acknowledging all that kinda
Makes me wanna laugh

And to be honest
I know you won't want me to say this right now
But I can't for the life of me
Truthfully put into words how much
U means to me
Even then when I thought I didn't care

The childhood that we will never get back
The past that you rather to forget
I really hope that I will lead you
To accept even the worst parts

And to you who keeps on asking strangers
I hope that one day you
will start to believe
Not just to understand
that it's only your word&world
that can be counted as the real f*cking answer.