זה ממש גרוע? או שזה בסדר לדעתכם?

I have no idea, how to say that I want
I have no idea, how to tell you about my feelings,
I do not wanna be around you..
But I don't know how to do it,
It was 1 year ago, I said thah I love you
But now, I have no idea how to say that I love you.
I had a dream, to stay with you
I had a dream, to live with you
I had a dream, to look at your eyes.
Now you broke my dreams..
I have believed you, that you won't live me.. but it's was mistake..
You just broke my heart,
It was very hard,
The pain in veins,
Have just reminds,
All the Memories in this story,
About us..

אני יודעת שיש המון דברים לעבוד עליהם אבל בינתיים, איך??