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i knew it, i shouldn't have trusted her
i had doubts that she will betray me, i could not have imagined that at the time since she's been soo fricking nice to me.
of course i fell for these traps again, 9 years of my life living like this i guess was never enough.
i saw what this other girl was programming in her computer, i came a bit close to see it, and my mouth was open since i was shocked by how smart she was, not anymore.
she made a hand gesture as if something stinks and smiled and laughed quietly covering her mouth so i wont see her.
i also think that she pointed with a low hand at me and signalled to her friend, who laughed a bit and sat back. i immediately understood those actions, at first i thought she was meaning to our teacher's breath since she was there helping them with the exercise, and they usually mock her behind her back, but then i realised what actually was happening, they were both laughing at me, ofc not wanting me to know but still given me the idea that something with me is wrong. i wanted to cry so hard, when this piece of shit did all of this i was standing still pretending to fully focus on her program, acting as if i never even saw and heard ber, not even looking at other sides, simply zoning out a bit on it, at least thats what i tried to do, hoping they wont get that i caught them in the act.
after so i went back to my desk which was the opposite side of where they sat, i really tried to not make any sound trying to focus again on my program, but i still felt like running away from the class, or maybe like hitting them both in the face with a punch. i sat still looking at the computer infront of me, then the friend did her move in their little evil bitchy plan,
you deserve this bitch, fucking asshole. you (deserved to do bad at the math test,you deserved to cry, you deserved to be sad, feeling guilt, like crap, you do.
i dont believe your petty lies, wishing me good luck on this test, offering to wait for me as you are leaving class..)
bitch, dont you think i forgot, oh i will never!. you offered me gum, when i turned back to my seat, you dog was behind me giggling over my shoulder with this monster.
my breath was and is fine, not that it matters, i checked it, although i was in a hurry this morning i did brush my teeth, i didnt shower (fucking mentally unstable) but it is irrelevant, you are still a bitch no matter what.
im sorry i came out to you ex friend
im sorry shared my secrets, my life
im sorry i wanted to be your friend
you are so not worth having me by your side.
oh and btw, i didnt take the gum
i knew it, i shouldn't have trusted her
i had doubts that she will betray me, i could not have imagined that at the time since she's been soo fricking nice to me.
of course i fell for these traps again, 9 years of my life living like this i guess was never enough.
i saw what this other girl was programming in her computer, i came a bit close to see it, and my mouth was open since i was shocked by how smart she was, not anymore.
she made a hand gesture as if something stinks and smiled and laughed quietly covering her mouth so i wont see her.
i also think that she pointed with a low hand at me and signalled to her friend, who laughed a bit and sat back. i immediately understood those actions, at first i thought she was meaning to our teacher's breath since she was there helping them with the exercise, and they usually mock her behind her back, but then i realised what actually was happening, they were both laughing at me, ofc not wanting me to know but still given me the idea that something with me is wrong. i wanted to cry so hard, when this piece of shit did all of this i was standing still pretending to fully focus on her program, acting as if i never even saw and heard ber, not even looking at other sides, simply zoning out a bit on it, at least thats what i tried to do, hoping they wont get that i caught them in the act.
after so i went back to my desk which was the opposite side of where they sat, i really tried to not make any sound trying to focus again on my program, but i still felt like running away from the class, or maybe like hitting them both in the face with a punch. i sat still looking at the computer infront of me, then the friend did her move in their little evil bitchy plan,
you deserve this bitch, fucking asshole. you (deserved to do bad at the math test,you deserved to cry, you deserved to be sad, feeling guilt, like crap, you do.
i dont believe your petty lies, wishing me good luck on this test, offering to wait for me as you are leaving class..)
bitch, dont you think i forgot, oh i will never!. you offered me gum, when i turned back to my seat, you dog was behind me giggling over my shoulder with this monster.
my breath was and is fine, not that it matters, i checked it, although i was in a hurry this morning i did brush my teeth, i didnt shower (fucking mentally unstable) but it is irrelevant, you are still a bitch no matter what.
im sorry i came out to you ex friend
im sorry shared my secrets, my life
im sorry i wanted to be your friend
you are so not worth having me by your side.
oh and btw, i didnt take the gum
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