אנשים שמבינים אנגלית טוב, תקראו דקה את מה שכתבתי

זה בשביל חברה שלי... דרמטי מדי? אוף המצב שלי איתה הוא ככ נורא די אין לי מושג מה לעשות
ההמשך בתגובות(כן אנחנו מדברות באנגלית לפעמים)
Hi *her name*
Idk if im going to send this to you, i think the thing with those long paragraphs send you at night was cringe and made you uncomfortable... so idk, but mabye
I just want to let you know, again, that I love you so much, like, so much, i can't even describe
You remember the song lyrics i sent you that night? Idk if you read it, if no its okay i know you were tired, ot just didn't want to its okay
But I kind of feel that way... and its about you, not a bad thing, it reminds me how much you mean to me, and I don't know what our friendship became to, because of everything that happend... you know, everything that is going in my life... there is so much things messed up in this, and i know you try to do your best to help me, but it makes me so so sad to think that you do all of this for me but i can't do the same for you, and I just wish i had a way to just get better and make you feel better, i really wish i could. You are not responsible for my needs, you are not my mother, you don't need to take care of me. Its not your job. You are a 15 years old girl just like me... I regret so many things ive said or done, i wish i could be a better friend for you at start
I don't want it to be like im the main thing in our friendship... because you are so important to me too and I'm afraid that you don't know that...im afraid to lose you...
I have so much things to tell you, literally so much
I dont want you to feel responsible for all of this shit, because nothing of it is your fault. You did the exact opposite, you just came into my life and made things better, i know that seeing me like that make you feel bad, but you still somehow do it. But its not your job to be my savior or something like that, of course not, you have a life too and have feelings too.